I'm sorry to hear you are going through this. I'm writing a book about a sex trafficking scandal from 40 years ago/ My "informant" is going anonymous, and I am considering doing the same. Some of the slimy perps are still alive. Pedophiles are the nastiest of creatures, as bad as murderers, rapists, stalkers, and they often have access to resources, power, and influence. I'm still amazed Epstein and Maxwell received consequences (of course they are only the tip of an iceberg).